Friday, June 10, 2005

Christmas in July II

On April 5th my psychiatrist made a referall to the hormone doctor for me. Ever since that day I have been checking the mailbox for a letter with the same eagerness an 8 year old feels on Christmas morning, except that I don't know when Christmas is, and every time I check there has been nothing under the tree. Here it is June 10th, TWO MONTHS LATER and still no word. I am beginning to get upset. I really want these hormones - they contain what my body has been missing for it's entire existence. I truly believe that a body knows how to make it's consciousness crave things, like if you are on a no carb diet, eventually you *will* want to eat an entire loaf of bread in one sitting. A body knows what it needs and my body knows I am needing some estrogen. So this craving coupled with this cycle of anticipation and disappointment everyday as I check the mail over this two month (so far) wait is driving me insane.

Well then today my phone rings, it is Dr Wilson's office! Guess What! I can officially start hanging decorations, because Christmas has been scheduled for July 12th, 9AM


Anonymous said...

Congrats on the hormones finally getting started, I am excited for you. There are going to be so many changes ahead.

Sarah J M said...

I know! I can't wait!

First thing is first though Megers, after I have been on the juice for a week I am going to rent some sad movies and cry my face off. I CAN'T WAIT!